final day of 2008

today is the final day of year 2008.. but we nv go anywhere for countdown.. lols..

today my aunt set me up =( she brought a small packet of chocolate balls to our shop.. den she told us to try lo.. all of us ate.. den aunt pick some big ones for sunny and me den left like 4 small chocolate balls so aunt told me to give the rest to AH LAI cause he only ate 1.. so i went to pass to him lo.. den my aunt go and tell AH LAI :" 哇， 你那么特别啊？ 别人没有， 诗莹只留给你。(wah, u so special ar? others dun hav, SHIYING only save for u.)" lols.. so bad rite? deliberately set me up, den made us like so paiseh.. so i went like, telling everyone that it's my aunt that asked me to giv to AH LAI de lo.. funny..

den the SHASHIMI aft that secretly asked me if i had a crush on AH LAI iszit? lols.. she loved spouting nonsense all the time.. last time oso say the same thing, even went to ask AH LAI if he had a crush on me? lols.. dun liddat leh.. later very paiseh lo..

dun jux smile

ytd before going home, he suddenly look at me seriously and call my name.. like he hav something to say to me and it seems very important.. so i look back at him and waited for him to continue.. but he didnt.. den i used a head gesture like move up and down to urge him to faster talk.. but he stil didnt say, instead he shake his head and smile.. so weird..

give me somemore time. im stil afraid of falling in love..

christmas update

okays.. it's silent nite when these photos above were taken.. hmmm.. lets start from morning.. it's christmas eve and we'll be going to celebrate at kbox aft knock off.. so i rch simlim ard 12pm, den we had porridge for lunch.. aunt got her maid to cook for the entire shop.. den aft eating we continue to work lo.. ard like 3pm+ me and AH LAI went to bugis again to get my key fixed.. but den it's stil not fixed.. cause that guy say they need to wait for the guy that did this key to come back on friday den can fix for me.. damn.. so we were sent back again, lols..

den when we're walking out to the bugis street, the sky starts to drizzle.. and AH LAI looked so worried that i might melt in the rain, lols.. keep asking me whether wanna go buy an umbrella? hahaas.. dun need la, im a human, not a candy, thou i mayb as sweet as a lollipop.. hahaas.. i wun melt la.. but he like insist wanna buy lo.. so i keep pushing him to walk back and make sure he stand close to mw in-case he really go buy a new umbrella.. so we walked the underground to avoid the rain.. and when we pass by the GUARDIAN, he ask me to wait and he wanna go buy umbrella.. den i act like im angry and say dun need.. hahaas.. ok, that works..

so finally we made it back to simlim in one piece.. lols.. den we worked for a few more hours den like 8pm liddat we start to close shop and start our gifts exchange session.. and i got YOYO's present again.. lols.. ya, i got her present last year oso.. it's a cushion HP holder.. so cute la.. den AH LAI got KENNY's present, it's damn obvious it;s a chocolate.. hahaas.. aft that we make our way to the kbox at marina square.. ladies get to travel in my aunt's car den guys can squeeze into WYLEND's car.. but unfortunately, can only squeeze a few.. and so the rest hav to take bus.. surprisingly, those that took bus rch earlier than us.. and the guys in WYLEND's car were the last to rch, cause he went to fetch his girlfren, lols..

who was there: AUNT, ME, YOYO, SHASHIMI+BF, AH LAI, SUNNY, DANNY, DEWEI, STEV+GF, WYLEND+GF, KENNY+WIFE, TONY+GF, GUIYU, GUOQIANG+WIFE & JIMMY.. wow~ total of 21ppl..

we went to get lotsa food from the buffet counter the 1st thing wen rch.. lols.. hahaas, cause their buffet closes at 10pm.. den me and AH LAI damn exaggerating de lo.. we took like total of 10 plates in total and went back and forth the buffet counter like ard 3 to 4 times.. den i tired le.. hahaas.. but i stil wan to eat the desserts and ice-cream so AH LAI went to get the desserts and ice cream for me.. hahaas.. and of course we cannt finish the food la, but not to worry, cause we stil hav up til 6am to eat the food.. lols.. the room is reserved for us til 6am in the morning.. hahaas..

den they continue to sing and eat, while DANNY and DEWEI went to play pool 1st.. erm.. actually i dunno what it's called, some say it's pool, snooker den billard.. i oso confused la..

• ard like 11.15pm AH LAI suddenly ask me what time iszit now: "诗莹， 现在几点了？ (shiying, what time is it now?)"
• so i roll up my sleeve and show him my watch.. it's quite noisy in the room so he went near my ear the say MERRY CHRISTMAS..
• den i say:" 哦， 还没有12点啦 才11点多而已。 (oh.. not yet 12am la, only 11pm plus now..)"
• den he like abit paiseh and went like:" aiya jialat.. 是哦， 还没有12点。 (aiya jialat.. ya hor, not yet 12am..)" hahaas.. funny sia..

anyway they play like not too bad.. but i saw 3 pro.. GUIYU, TONY and AH LAI.. wah lau.. they play like pro la.. especially GUIYU.. so i was like oso wanna try, cause when see them play like quite easy la.. shuld b orite to me bah.. so i ask GUIYU to teach me play.. den im clumsy enuff la, GUIYU is so nice to hav patience and i oso no face lo.. lols.. den AH LAI keep helping me to put the ball right next to the hole so that i can hit the target ball.. lols.. so i gave up.. went to sit somewher and watch them play..

STEV and the other mature guys started to play dice game.. i dunno how to describe the game, but it's fun and exciting.. like cheating and hope the other party believe u so that u can win and dun need to drink.. i watch them play like alot of rounds but i stil dun really understand why KENNY and GUO QIANG keep losing and had to drink so damn much.. 1st is martell den is red wine.. lols..

so i went over to STEV's GF side and ask her to teach me play.. so we both each grab a cup and 5 dice and started to play... and aft a few game i started to get the hook.. den she say we play real now and hav to drink if lost.. and she under medication so cannt drink alcohol so STEV wil take care of the drinks for her.. as for me, i having sore throat so oso cannt drink, den i ask DEWEI if he can help me.. den he reluctantly agreed.. lols.. damn nice la.. actually i winning de, but den started to lose.. den dun want DEWEI to drink too much oso so i tell him dun want drink le lo..

so AH LAI saw us like playing very fun so he oso wanna play.. hahaas.. den he dunno how to play and there's not enuff dice so i share with him and oso teach him how to play lo.. lols.. we played a few rounds and stil orite, we didnt lose too much.. and everytime we lost, AH LAI is the one who drink.. cause he dun allow me to drink thou i say nvm, i can drink i little bit.. but he stil dun allow and keep snatching away the glass of red wine to drink.. lols.. funny..

ard 3am liddat, most of them cannt take it alr.. almost all went home.. only left me, AH LAI, JIMMY, GUO QIANG+WIFE.. den since got no more ppl i ask AH LAI to teach me how to play pool lo.. he arrange the balls like all is next to the hole den let me play.. lols.. den i got hit the balls go in la.. happy lo.. hahaas..

den ard 3.30am i feel abit tired alr so i tell AH LAI i wanna go home le.. he was assigned the duty of seeing me board cab and rmb the car plate no. in-case im taken to somewher else.. hahaas.. but he insist wanna fetch me home.. i cannt out-talk him so i let him fetch me home in cab lo.. u can imagine how much is the cab fare.. lols.. he's been wasting alot of money these days.. the herbal tea+medicine powder.. and food.. and now cab fare.. haix.. sorry fren.. lols..

so i slpt ard 5am in the morning and woke up ard 9am cause need to go work.. hahaas.. and i cannt concentrate the whole day cause not enuff slp.. was staring into space the whole day..



andd look at my christmas presents!! nice? thanks my frens!! loves lots..

u knoe when u say goodbye to me
there's something in ur eyes
that makes me wanna stay
just one word from u
and i'll nv leave again

i can feel what u're feeling
now im trying to catch every hint
but im still waiting
for u to make the 1st move
can u feel what im feeling?

; )

im sick.

ytd went to work with aunt and reached ard 11.30am.. i had sliced fish vermicelli for lunch cause got abit of sore throat.. told AH LAI that the key we duplicated at MISTER MINIT couldnt work, ask him if he can help me go let the person check.. i dunno why, but he like say til very guilty liddat.. lols.. he say:" 我等一下去吃饭的时候帮你拿去叫那个人换， 我一定要负责的， 因为是我带你去的.. (lata when break i help u go change d key, i must be responsible de, cause it's me that brought u there..)" lols.. got so serious meh? say until responsible.. hahaas.. damn cute lo..

when he finish break he say the guy at MISTER MINIT say they dun hav the materials for this key now, hav to wait til wednesday den can help me change.. so AH LAI say he wil go again tis wed..

the whole day was feeling so unwell lo.. having sore throat den got the mucus stuck in the middle of my throat.. i dunno how to force it out, i saw some people doing it, like making a sound den the mucus wil come out, den can spit out.. but i tried leh, i cannt force it out den in the end make myself feel like puking.. lols.. aft like 5plus, i suddenly feel cold all over.. den i realised im having a fever.. SUNNY ask me to take panadol den go home and rest.. but NO! u knoe panadol stay in ur body for 50yrs? so i insist not to take anymore panadol.. last time used to hav menstral pain every month den wil take the menstral panadol.. but now, no matter how pain, i oso wun take any..

den ard like 5.45pm AH LAI went for dinner break, told SUNNY he'll be back by 6pm.. den when he come back, he bought 2 bottles of LIANG TEH with herbal powder.. and gave me 1 bottle.. say must finish one shot, den tml fever wil subside.. and so thoughtful of him to buy a packet of sweet, say in case it's too bitter for me.. so i drank lo.. actually dun wan drink de, very bitter leh.. not the LIANG TEH, but the powder in it.. but since he buy alr den drink lo.. he oso drank with me.. cause he say his body oso very heaty these days.. and he got a huge pimple on his left cheek.. i gave him the wonder pimple cream my aunt bought me.. told him to apply every morn and night aft cleansing his face..

hope my sore throat can b better by today.. cause we're going to celebrate christmas tml at kbox!!! oh dear.. lols.. anticipating tml to come.. whose present am i going to get? hahaas..

extremely thrilling

we watching the movie today so i hav to get my aunt's hse key cause i scared i'll b home late den nobody to open the door for me.. so i asked my aunt for her key and went to MISTER MINIT to make a similar one.. i wasnt sure if there's any shop that duplicate keys in the vincity so i had to ask AH LAI to acc me.. and we went to parco, we read the directory and found MISTER MINIT. the guy in the shop wanted us to come back in 15mins, so we went to buy food=)

he treat me bubble tea den we bought fries and tako pachi back to shop to eat.. we oso bought the tickets in advance so that we wun miss the show.. in the end, it's only the 4 of us that went for the movie, cause SHASHIMI put aeroplane, den become me+AH LAI+DANNY+DEWEI only.. and we went off earlier because aunt knoes we're catching a 9.30pm show.. but we got there a lil earlier than we thought so we shopped ard for DEWEI's christmas present.. he oso coming for the gift exchange on christmas eve.. den aft that we went for the show=)

i sat between DEWEI and AH LAI.. cause vampire show, i scared.. lols.. and the show is damn nice lo.. damn sweet, and romantic.. oh my god.. EDWARD's smile is damn captivating, like so tempting to me=) and it has a following episode, called MOONLIGHT i think.. okays, everyone is telling me to read the story book, saying it's even nicer and more thrilling to read.. but i dun hav the mood to read thick thick storybooks anymore, HARRY POTTER is quite enuff=) hahaas.. so pls let me continue to be lazy and just watch the movie cans? EDWARD is not handsome when he dun smile or when he dun hav any expression, but he is damn mesmerizing when he does=)

im ready to change my name into BELLA when u're ready to change yours to EDWARD in my dream tonight=) lols.. okays, gotta go slp now, may dream abt EDWARD tonight=)

movie=mates

tml is a movie date for the younger generations of CDR=) LOLS.. actually is i heard KIT and PEIWEN say [TWILIGHT] very nice so i oso wanna go watch.. den i dun hav alot of frens ma, so i asked SHASHIMI to acc me but when she off-day i hav to stand-in for her so we cannt off on the same day.. in the end i suggest watching tml aft work lo.. den since it's aft work i asked the rest along, see if they wanna go? and yes, they all wan go=)

i desperately need more frens to be my movie-mates =( i only can think of my sistas, PEIWEN, SZEHUI and KIT.. haix..

wan to become my movie-mates?

YOU CAN BE..

-ANY GENDER
-ANY RACE
-ANY HEIGHT
-ANY WEIGHT
-AGE: 15-25
-SPEAKS: ENGLISH / CHINESE
-PROFICIENT IN CRACKING JOKES

BUT IF YOU..

-ARE A MAN
-ARE HANDSOME
-ARE ROMANTIC
-ARE FAITHFUL

YOU ARE ELIGIBLE TO BE MY BOYFRIEND. PLS EMAIL UR RESUME DIRECTLY TO: KUDEHYO_29@HOTMAIL.COM

LOLS.. just joking la..

szehui's birthday celebration!!!

today went to wild wild wet to celebrate szehui's birthday.. yes we took some photos.. but not with me yet.. when i hav them den post k? we got play the ULAR-LAH, den oso got the U-SHAPED de scary ride.. lols.. den we swim using the big-big lifebuoy in the TSUNAMI pool and the LAZY pool.. den all of us de elbow got cut.. cause mayb when the wave de current too big den we brushed against the wall or smth bah.. oso dunno when we got hurt, only found out aft i bathed.. lols..

the whole time while we're playing, we're DAMN HUNGRY!!! hahaas.. cause we meet very early in the morning to escape the sun den nv had any breakfast.. lols.. aft we finish our swiming session, we quickly bathed den go find FOOD!!! so we ate and by the time it's abt 4pm+ alr and my mum is going back to PENANG this evening so i hav to leave earlier to go acc her.. wonder wher they went to aft i left, hees..

anticipating this christmas to arrive sooner.. hope can hav my christmas wish come true=）

如果没有你
没有过去
我不会有伤心

但是有如果
还是要爱你

naive hair?

i accidentally drank ur ice-lemon tea only ma.. hav to be so embarrassed meh? LOL.. im only abit headache, dun hav to make a big fuss over it.. thx for remembering my likes and dislikes.. but im stil scared.. can u be trusted? i guess only time wil prove everything..

tml wil be going to wild wild wet!! we're celebrating my sista szehui's birthday, with peiwen and kit.. den oso can pass them the japan snacks i bought=) gonna put lots of sunblock lotion all over me.. so scared i'll get dark!! lols..

this christmas we'll be celebrating together at kbox marina square!! yay!! i bought a gadget for the special night.. it's like a lottery spinning machine, where there's some colored balls in the container, den u spin and which color ball drops out, u wil hav to drink the designated drink.. be it martell, beer or red wine.. hahaas.. im trained to drink okay? when in JAPAN, they cannt finish the sake cause it's not nice, so i helped them finished up everything.. lols.. quite a few bottles cans?

yes, i cut my hair.. he say it's nice, but i feel like i look even more naive with it.. lols.. means i look easily conned la.. since he say nice, den nice lo.. hahaas..

grey hair?

today i helped him plucked out one strand of grey hair=) like so stupid, lols..

when he was asking me to help him pluck the hair, he went like: "诗莹， 我有件事想叫你帮我... 可是我不懂要怎样开口, 因为有一点难为情...
(shiying, i hav a favor to ask of u, but i dunno how to start.. cause i feel abit akward..) "

so i replied: "什么？ 讲啦！ 不要紧的..
(wat? say la! nvm wan..) "

den he say: "我头这边好像有一根白头发， 可以帮我拔出来吗？
(my head this side got one strand of grey hair, can help me pluck out?) "

LOLS... okays, it's another funny day in simlimsq=)

tml is my off day!! im going to cut my hair.. the hair dresser is DANNY's fren.. and AH LAI got tried his skills before, say is quite good.. and i dunno wat kind of hairstyle to cut so i intend to let the hair dresser decide for me.. see me again in my next post=)

photos=)

candid backview shot by suie=)

JAPAN, i miss u...

im back!! it's so fun but oso very tired lo.. hahaas.. cause we walked walked and walked.. okays, shall talked abt my trip=)

DAY 1:
we took d morning flight from changi terminal 1 at ard 8am and we rch JAPAN at ard 3pm(local time) and singapore is 1hr slower than JAPAN so it's ard 4pm when we rch.. the tour guide took us to the HOTEL 1st to put our luggage den brought us to one of the shopping malls for us to hav dinner and oso do some shopping.. aft that we went back to hotel to rest..

DAY 2:
we woke up very early in the morning, ard 6am(all time mentioned wil b in JAPANtime).. den went down to hav breakfast, oh ya, i bunk in with yoyo.. my aunt shared the bigger room with her two daughter and STEV & TONY shared one room.. our TG(tour guide) brought us to 雷门, it's a place for japanese to pray, like temple.. and there's a shopping street behind the temple that sells traditional japanese snacks and souvenirs.. so the shopping spree came abt la.. and i bought the snacks like nobodies business.. i didnt buy alot of souvenirs as many of them can be found in singapore.. like they're not really that rare anymore.. the most important thing is, there's damn expensive lo.. but the snacks are all so cute that it's so irresistible lo.. lols.. so aft shopping we hop on to our bus and we're off to ODAIBA for our lunch.. we had buffet.. aft that we continued shopping near the restaurant den went to MT. FUJI.. we tooked alot of photos lo.. hahaas.. and it's damn cold especially when we're halfway on the mountains.. can u imagine -1 degree? im breathing smoke lols.. i mean there's smoke when i breath.. time pass real fast cause u knoe, when u're having fun.. hahaas.. and their day passes very quickly.. it looked like night when it's just 5pm.. so we went to check in to the new hotel.. it's a hot spring hotel, so we went to prepare ourselves for the hot spring.. before we went for the hot spring, we had our dinner 1st.. we had buffet that includes crabs!!! hahaas.. u can check out the photos that i'll post later.. the crabby is BIG!! aft eating, we took a short rest back in our room den went to enjoy the hot spring.. to enjoy the hot spring, we cannt wear anything! lols.. cause it's said to be the hygiene purposes.. den we went to bed...........

DAY 3:
i took a photo with a cute japanese guy working as a bell boy at the hotel.. lols.. he helped me carry luggage lehs.. hahaas.. we went to GINZA to buy the BURBERRY BLUE LABEL.. i bought a shoulder bag that cost ard 34500yen.. den the TG brought us to view the few SHINJUKU streets.. and there's alot of shops that shows[无料], these shops dun sell anything, they only contain advertisments of prostitutes.. cause u knoe it's very obscene to show those kinda poster on the street.. and our TG told us that, girls dun hav to worry abt our bf or husband going to JAPAN on their own.. cause he says that japanese prostitutes WIL NOT accept foreign customers.. that's because when they do that kinda business, they wil chat with their customers and it wil make them feel like they're not doing "that business".. so if they're doing it with a foreign customers, they cannt chat cause language barrier, and they wil feel very cheap.. lols.. there's not only prostitutes, and oso gigolo lo.. hahaas.. their gigolos all very young de, like students.. we only walked briefly cause our TG bringing us to hav dinner.. den we went back to hotel and had hot spring baths again =)

DAY 4:
had breakfast den TG brought us to take their subway to HARAJUKU.. it's a shopping street oso.. i bought alot of stuffs!! no la, i bought clothes for myself den bought bag for my brother.. den walked til i cannt take it alr, we went for lunch.. lols.. aft that we want back to SHINJUKU cause rmb i said we only walked briefly.. so we went back to walk walk over there.. den it was drizzling.. and aunt they all was in the branded bags shop so i went to the next shop to look look lo.. and i found a mini amusement centre, and guess what i did? i play the grab soft toy thingy.. hahaas.. i spent 500yen and i caught a bear bear!! cute!! aft they done shopping we went back to hotel..

DAY 5:
it's the last day alr.. so had to grab the last chance to shop.. lols.. we tooked the subway to ROUPONGGI to buy some TOKYO HARD ROCK t-shirts.. and i bought the black design for AH LAI, blue design for DANNY, and pink design for SHASHIMI.. and i bought for my daddy and mummy.. so we rushed back to the hotel to catch our TG cause we need to go home le.. went to airport.. my legs are alr damn painful.. i really wanna chop off my legs.. lols.. and tell u a secret, my luggage cannt be closed properly.. hav to sit on it to shut properly.. lols..and so, we're back in SINGAPORE..

JAPAN, IM COMING!!

andd we're flying off to JAPAN tml!!! yay yipee!! i've alr made a list of the presents im going to get for my family, friends and sistas!! i hope i didnt miss out anyone.. lols..

today something happened at SIMLIM, #02-58, PLAY EDGE.. i was at the cashier at that time.. suddenly we heard a man's voice shouting: "我要退! 我要退! (i want refund!)" so i walked outside to see what happened.. and i saw a man talking to the salesman and shouting the same line over again.. den i realised he may have been cheated of his money to buy something which he didnt want.. actually if he is someone normal, i'll not feel sad for him.. but he is someone that looked like he's 40yrs old but behaves like a kid.. that means he's actually mentally slower than normal people.. so i was like, "those salesman really have no heart! how can they bring themselves to cheat someone that is alr very poor thing? im sure he will have retribution!!"

YES, U NEED TO EAT SO U MUST EARN MORE $$.. but can u spare a thought for them, they are alr mentally unstable, u not only didnt pity them, u stil want to cheat their money!! YES, U CAN EARN, THAT'S WHAT ALL SALESMAN DOES.. but cant u earn with a heart? the whole story is abt this man wants to buy a 4GB ms pro duo.. but the salesman sell him a 32MB card for $60, telling him that it's 32GB.. WHY?! OH MY GOD!! i hope u dun hav any children, if not retribution wil not befall u, but ur child.. im not being cruel, it just work this way.. it was ard 3pm+, the salesman keep scolding him telling him to shut up.. den ask him to go outside and wait.. WAIT? WAIT FOR WHAT? they told him to go away and come back at 6pm, den they'll change the card for him.. BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!

i couldnt stand it at all!!! so i bought over my shop's 8GB ms pro duo and did an exchange with that man.. i took his 32mb and gave him a 8GB card.. u can say im stupid, or too naive.. but i know what im doing.. i just know that he is soo pitiful and he just wan to buy something, he didnt offend u right? so why do u have to do that to him? as in, u dun lack that $60 right? a 4GB card only cost like $20~$30, cant u like take pity on him and sell him for a $10 profit? like $40? i just wanna tell that shop's salesman: "我看不起你! (i look down on u!)" and i cried. like so stupid =(

TIRED!!

the first day of SITEX is damn bad.. i mean business.. it's not even $10k.. hahaas.. but it soon picked up on the 2nd day.. i forgot the exact amt, but it's ard $15k+.. following by the 3rd day, our sales went up $22k+.. and at the final day, my booth hit $45k+.. overall is stil orite lo.. but this is only the sales, i stil havent calculate the profit.. who knows i hav a very low profit margin? lols..

including today, it's been one whole week havent seen him alr.. lols.. last week was because of the preparation of SITEX so didnt meet him.. den ytd was resting cause of my swollen eye den slept til like 2pm.. den aft a whole day of rest ytd, today needa calculate my stocks from SITEX so also very busy.. but stil havent finish with all the calculations so i stil dunno how much i earn =) tml may hav to spend the whole morning to finish up the calculations.. but i'll be able to see him tml le =) hahaas..

just now went to hav dinner with SAMUEL, VIMAL AND BENJAMIN.. cause needa pass them their pay.. actually wanna go PASTAMANIA but they say wanna hav SEOUL GARDEN instead.. actually i also asked ERWIN along but he put aeroplane so next time he gotta treat me!! hahaas.. took some photos of them while they cooking/eating.. den were planning for the next outing with them.. tml evening gonna meet peiwen and kit for shopping.. hahaas..

simlim+SITEX

today damn tired lo.. i woke up ard 9am den went to work wit aunt.. before reaching simlimsq, she drop me off at rochor centre cause i wanna buy some decorations for our 2nd floor shop.. and wanna buy lunch..

reach rochor ard 11am.. so went to choose my bellbells to be hanged on the ceilings.. i dunno why, i took such a long time la, i think is because i cannt find bellbells of the right size.. lols.. it's either too small or too big.. den it comes in nice colors too, but they're damn expensive so i bought the cheaper ones that only come in single colors.. hahaas..

aft paying, went to tabao wanton mee for myself den aunt requested FU LU SHOU nasi padang so walked over to buy.. i chose ladyfinger, stingray and fried drumstick for her.. and guess how much that add up to? $8.50!!!!!! lols.. 3 dishes, 1 veggie, 1 fish, 1 meat.. and it's $8.50!!! anyhow sia!! so no choice, hav to pay den walked back to simlim.. went to 2nd floor to eat le den wrote pricelist for SITEX.. actually the time is like stil early [1pm++] so decided to finish with my SITEX preparations 1st den do the decorations.. the ah lai keep hurrying me to decide where to put the bellbells and all.. den it's like ard 2.30pm, stev came down to tell me to pack up and we're going down to EXPO alr.. SHITTY, haven do the decorations yet!! so i told ah lai to put uhem up nicely on their own.. lols..

we reach EXPO quite early la, like 3pm++ liddat lo.. but there werent alot of stocks rch, so i only chop my place and hang up those thumbdrives display.. and that stupid INGRAM come at such late hour [6pm++] made us like so messed up.. cause this time the stocks are so many that i can hardly make space for my staffs to stand.. so i can only allow 1 person to stand inside with me and 4 of them to stand outside and serve customers.. the stupid cartons got stacked up til like even taller than me!!!! see, can u imagine how much stocks i hav with me?? lols.. damn tired lo..

we only went home ard 10pm.. cause EXPO is going to shut down the lights and electricity soon.. but i stil hav alot of stuffs not yet done.. so tml needa wake up early to go down there to continue packing.. sianx.. okays, gonna slp now.. nitey nitex!! andd JIA YOU TO SHIYING!!! GAMBATE CHEWY!!!

x'mas is coming!!

today is a fun and happy day.. we decorate the shop together..

we use the christmas decorations to design flowers on the ceiling and put bellbells in the middle.. it was tiring but it was fun!! we cannt poke or drill holes on the ceilings and walls cause it is considered vandalising, so we used paper clips to hook the decorations in the ceilings.. and u knoe i need to help to bend the paper clips into the shape of a hook so that AH LAI can put it up on the ceiling...

cause the guys do all the heavy work like climbing up to put up decorations so i hav to help out by doing the hooks lo.. and the stupid paper clips is of so damn inferior quality that i can break them into half by trying to bend them.. lols.. so i hav to use smaller force but heavier strength to bend it.. and now my fingers are full of blisters.. sobx..

and tml i stil hav to go down to expo to lay my goods for this SITEX.. haix.. it's going to be a tiring week ahead.. but i will jia you cause im going to make big bucks this IT SHOW!! lols.. my target la.. frens, come and support me kays? u'll not believe the price cause it's really damn low!! hahaaas.. i was liddat when i saw the pricelist stev gave me just now..

就算我叫你走，你也不可以 不要我。 知道吗？

happily ever after?

okays.. he'll be back tml morning.. let's see what wil he be getting us from his hometown..

today i found out that ah sam is actually also a bad guy.. but at least he's honest abt it.. he say it's true that a man will turn bad once he's rich.. and no man can resist temptations.. he admit that he wud not be able to stay with the same woman for more than 30yrs.. if he did, it will be a miracle.. he says this is just harsh truth..

today the stupid ah sam keep asking me to help him translate whatever he said to english and sms to his girl-friend.. it's not those BGR but is only friend only.. he say is that girl trying too woo him.. and i spent the whole day helping him replying his friend.. and it feels as if im a lesbian lor, like i wanna let a girl woo me, ask me out etc.. lols.. but come to think of it, if really no man can stay faithful forever, wun it be better for us girls to become lesbian?

i read an article on the straits times this morning when on the way to work.. it's abt the longest marriage in singapore.. they are an indian couple and they've been married for more than 70yrs.. i forgot the exact number but i thinks it's ard 72yrs or so.. and the previous longest couple is chinese and they've been married for 79yrs, the marriage only ended when they passed away 98 days apart in year 2006.. they say the method is being truthful and 100% honest to each other.. the husband gave all of his monthly salary to his wife every month for her to take charge.. they share everything and anything..

how i hope i can find such a man and have such a wonderful and everlasting marriage.. if i ever go into a new relationship, im going to stay with him til marriage and live with him til i die.. but if only his heart can remain the same as when he was from the start.. if i dun find such a man, i'd rather dun get married.. and if i nv get married aft 30yrs old, i'll go and adopt a baby and then live happily ever after with my child =)

awaiting return

he's been gone for few days.. thou not forever, i stil feel smth missing.. unable to say so into his face, so can only wait for his return.. and he promised some specialty snacks from his hometown!!

my aunt keep telling me abt the new COE bidded price.. it's only $2 now!! den say it's buy now or never cause 4mths later mayb wil raise again.. andd suzuki swift price dropped by almost $4000 lo.. omg.. it's so tempting!! gonna see if this IT SHOW work out well anot.. if can earn some spare cash den wil buy next mth =)

my eye bags and dark rings are getting worse day by day.. shitty..

一样的人

okays! so ah lai dun believe i can cook? im gonna make prata sausages for them tml.. lols.. went to ntuc to buy the ingredients just now.. but cannt find the kind of chilli sauce that can squeeze out de.. so only hav mayonnise and tomato ketchup.. but i oso bought an additional bottle of chilli sauce to try and see if can use anot..

haix.. dun hav anything to blog alr la.. sian..

原来你也有过一次那么悲伤的恋爱。 重感情的那一方永远会是比较伤心的那一方。

random stuff

today went to work in cab cause i dunno why im so tired and couldnt wake up in the morning.. lols.. actually was waiting for my aunt to buy lunch for me.. but i waited for some time but i feel hungry very early.. lols.. den i ate a currypuff from kiliney.. and aft like an hour aft i ate the currypuff, my aunt came back with 4 packets of fried carrot cake for us to share..

danny very happy today.. dunno what happened, lols.. we all find that he is very hyper today lo, whatever we say or do, he'll jus laugh and make a joke.. lols.. haix.. it's better this way oso, cause it's better than last time when he's sad over his past relationship.. though it's abit irritating when he joke so often and so lame.. lols..

shashimi these few days like not in a happy mood.. i oso dunno what happened.. hope things wil b fine soon.. at least today she is in a better mood today, i guess.. she treat us to ice-cream.. hahaas..

ah lai oso like not so good mood today.. haix.. been chatting with him abt some random stuffs.. and abt his haircut.. it cost $35 leh.. wah lau, cost even more than jean yip.. lols..

i can COOK!!

today went to work very early.. i reach simlim ard 10.10am.. went to mac to buy the $2 breakfast.. den ate in shop..

the business was so poor today.. but luckily a few regular customers came to buy lots of discs.. so heng lo.. stil hav abit of sales today.. was chatting with danny and ah lai just now.. ah lai asked me if i knoe how to cook and asked what kind of dishes i can cook.. lols.. so danny proudly told him that i cooked prata sausage and sushi, etc for them before.. but ah lai didnt seem impressed leh.. humphf.. next time cook for him den see if he like anot lo..

ex-bf's gf?

today sent my brother to airport to take a plane to penang.. on his own, lols.. aft seeing him off the departure gate, i went to take train to work.. my ez-link card value running low alr so went to top-up lo.. den saw this couple from japan, trying to insert a 10 dollar note into the ticket-vending machine when it can only accept $5 and $2 notes.. lols.. so i went to help them buy tickets lo.. and turns out they dun hav small change to buy tickets, they only have $10 and $50 notes.. so i paid for them and they like very paiseh lidddat.. cause communication got abit of barrier, though i can speak and understand certain simple japanese but i really hav no idea how to say no small change, lols.. so in the end they keep saying arigato and i keep replying iie.. and we ended the conversation with ja mata which means bye.. lols..

so reach simlim and went to work.. den it's truely an unlucky day for us.. there were so many china customers today and almost all of them were unreasonable.. want cheap, want good and want try before paying.. den tried alr say it's not the thing they want, den want refund, want see manager.. all lame stuff came along.. den blaa blaa blaaa..

i suddenly rmb that day when my aunt ask me if i saw my ex-bf's gf? den i say ya, saw her backview before but not very clear view.. den she ask if im sad anot.. den i reply like, not sad alr lo, cause it's been some time since then and i oso hope he can b happy de ma, all the more since now im oso happy alr.. but when she say somemore, she seem more fed-up than me.. like it's her bf got fault liddat, lols.. and complain that he only repaid the 1st time and no more, only keep saying wil repay soon... den i was like, as if i can go and tell him to pay or what liddat.. haix.. watever la.. anyway, i do hope he'll find happiness and not bear grudge against me, lols.. cause i believe in destiny, wat's meant to b wil be and he used to b once my only one.. now it's time for me to wait patiently for my true destiny.. hee hees...

my curry day =)

if wanna treat me drink, just say so lah.. dun hav to lie and say it's free.. lols.. and since u've told the same lie the 2nd time, i'll take it that it's real if u say again the 3rd time... lols..

today had a laughing day.. lols.. i dunno wat we talked abt today la, but i only knoe we laughed until cannt stop.. lols.. today we had curry rice for lunch, aunt buy for us de.. and our neighbour cooked curry and bring over one big bowl for us.. lols.. so it's been a curry day today!!

town shopping

ytd went to town with my sistas again! actually wanna plan a day of wild wild wet with my 3 sistas de, like when we 4 are all free for a whole day, den can go wild wild wet have a whole day of fun!! but kit started school alr so we need to plan ahead first den see if she can take a day off.. hee..

so ytd we went to cineleisure to hav lunch.. we ate udon at KOBAYASHI? i wonder if i spelled correctly.. lols.. den was chatting while we eat so from 1pm+ eat until 3.30pm lols.. was telling them some stuffs abt things that happened recently on me and abt some "this" and "that".. so aft that we walked to wisma and along the way, we saw a car contest.. it's like those where u put one of ur hand on the car and have to endure until u're the last man standing.. lols.. and it's held by mediacorp radio and subaru.. so the cars that they're putting their hand on are those of WRX etc.. damn cool rite? if only i oso can enter this kinda contest lo.. im sure i can win, lols.. say only..

aft that we went to a shop to see clothes.. den actually we thought it'll cost very expensive cause last time it used to sell quite expensive.. but now it has a storewide 20% off.. and funny thing is there's a skirt which szehui bought actually cost $36 den aft 20% shuld be $28.80 but the cashier gave a 70% discount.. lols.. we think is too exaggerating.. and we oso think is her own negligence and gave us a too much discount.. so we left the shop fast, lols.. den aft everything we all very tired alr so we went to mac cafe to slack.. and went home ard 7.15pm..

its a fun day.. thx sistas =)

sick?

when u're sick, must drink more water. dun eat nasi lemak!! lols.. today went to chinatown point to eat lunch.. it's a super fabulous spread lo.. got mini buddha jump over the wall(lols), lobster salad, peking duck skin, scallop w/ greens, soft shell crab, dragonfruit+mango juice..

this monday going to meet my sistas.. we're going to orchard for lunch and shopping!!

SUZUKI

today went to takashimaya to eat international buffet den bought a top at PULL & BEAR... aft that went to simlim..

den the car agent of SUZUKI drove the SUZUKI SWIFT to simlim for me to test drive.. lols.. den in the end the agent is trying to sell me a new car instead of a 2nd hand car so.. u knoe la.. the price.. lols.. so i hav to consider.. most probably is no bah.. very expensive lo.. den cause im under 23yrs old and my car license is less than 1yr old so the agent say its very expensive for me to buy the car insurance and it's harder to get car loan.. sob sob.. might hav to post-pone the buying of car le..

nvm.. wait for next yr aft i got my angbaos from CNY!!!

another normal day

today i went to work very late.. today was chatting with vincent lai abt chinese new year.. he asked me abt the closing and opening dates.. and den try to schedule his going back to m'sia for CNY celebration.. lols.. when we were talking til very absorbed into the conversation, suddenly i realised there's a guy standing infront of us looking at us for quite some time.. so i stopped talking and look at that guy.. den in the end, he turns out to be vincent lai's fren.. lols.. and he said to vincent lai that we both looked very immersed in our own conversation that we didnt even realised got another person standing near us.. lols..

ard 8.50pm we start to close the shop.. as usual i hav to bring the settlement to #03-87, but today all of them dun hav to go up so i was like, huhh.. i hav to go up alone T.T but den vincent lai called me back and asked me to wait for him, cause wanna go up oso.. so we went up together lo.. but jus went we rch the door, he stood at the side and helped me pulled up the door den when i stepped in, he pulled the door back down.. lols.. his intention is only to acc me go up, he actually didnt need to go up de.. lols.. only 20yrs old alr so gentleman.. 有前途..

rainy days

these few days im experiencing very weird feelings.. im not sure what do these feelings mean, but they seem like familiar feelings so long time ago.. erm.. like it's been so long since i've had this kind of feeling.. think at least got 2years ago bah.. abit weird lo.. it's like i've no idea how to respond according.. lols..

是暧昧吗？ 是暗恋吗？ 好奇怪哦... 都分不清楚... 可是我怎么会那么怀念这种感觉呢？ 谢谢你对我的好...

mad abt cars

above are the few cars that im eyeing for =) hav been looking at alot of cars recently and i think i wanna buy a car now.. but due to my financial status, i think i'll get a 2nd hand car 1st.. den if in future i can afford some better cars den decide bah.. anyway, im not so confident in driving yet, cause though hav license but not often drive mah..

today brought my laptop to simlim for a make-over =) lols.. vincent lai helped me apply the screen protector den went to asked someone else to apply a beautiful laptop skin..

走音

im in an exceptionally happy mood, and i dunno why.. lols..

i took a photo on my hp this aftnoon while im singing karaoke just now and i feel like slapping myself.. lols.. cause my smile is like so fake cans? and today when singing some songs, i 走音(missed the keys) until like nobody's business lols.. ermz, actually is nobody la, cause im singing at my aunt's hse mah.. lols.. so other than the neighbours, nobody can hear me sing le bah.. hahaas..

cramps =(

it's that time of the month again T.T stomach cramps all the time..

anyway, life's been fine for me til now.. by the way, i took my brother's NINTENDO DS LITE.. lols.. cause he say he has PSP and it's enuff, so he dun mind me having it =) i like the games for DS cause it's like more interactive and more suitable for girls oso.. been playing COOKING MAMA and CAKE MANIA and POKEMON ytd.. very nice =)

been jogging on the new treadmill these days, lols.. though im not jogging for long hrs, but to sweat it out everynite before going to bath feels good..

PS

this morning went to toa payoh to meet Emanuel for breakfast cause it's been like dunno how long since we last met.. oh ya, Emanuel is my MDIS fren.. and we went to plaza singapura shopping for his house decorations.. we went there in his dad's car, but not his dad driving la, he driving his dad's car.. was so scared sitting in the front seat cause i heard he only got his license this year =P lols.. but ok la, he didnt dared to speed with me in the car.. actually it was quite awkward cause aft so long nv meet den got not much stuff to talk abt.. he mentioned he and his frens often go for car spins together den see if i wanna go.. but today cannt so next time lo.. had an awkward but fun day...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM

first of all, gonna wish ah sam a happy birthday here.. his birthday is today.. we were actually going to celebrate his birthday ytd, but he said due to his family issues, he cannt celebrate birthday.. so we did not buy cake or take pictures.. and its his off-day today so hope he enjoy his birthday even without celebrations bah.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM!

these few days nth much happened.. just that suddenly dunno why my appetite is exceptionally big nowadays.. lols.. i cannt seem to eat enough, but aft eating alot of food at one go, feels very blotted and uncomfortable.. den dun feel like eating for the rest of the day, lols.. den in the middle of the night will feel a little bit hungry..

is there such a man that is
good-looking + faithful + always nice + wealthy + never disappoints ?

even if there is, he wouldnt be mine.
i only wan 3 things from him:
faithful + always nice + never disappoints

is this kind of man much easier to find?

if not,
i only wan him to be:
never disappoints.

wil my only one appears?
i hope he appears fast,
so as to cure my broken heart.
im sorry to treat this as a
treatment or smth else.
but its said to be:
the best way to forget a relationship,
is to get involved in a new relationship.
but i promise to be true =)

today's 4D lottery..

today's 4D 1st price no. is... 0212..

i stil rmb last time when my aunt ask me to help her buy 4D, i'd 顺便buy 0212 $2big and $2small. but that was before my break-up, because it's the date of "our" anniversary.. and it never came out in the lottery prizes before, surprisingly, it came up as the 1st prize at the 1st time today.. so does it really meant that we were not meant to be at all?

yesterday we brought the cutie baby, an an, home with us!! and below are the pictures we took.. ( got some my faces oso, that's why i blurred abit at the side, lest some passer-by gets irritated again =D!! ) i bathed baby an an and even slept together..

and i mentioned in some previous post that i wanna buy the dress from TOPSHOP but its too expensive? i bought it at a huge discount cause it's TOPSHOP's mid-season sale.. a total of $37 discount =)

wasabi fillet-o-fish

today slept til 10plus.. woke up and had ah ma's "mi hun kueh" for breakfast.. lols.. delicious!!

went out ard 12plus and headed towards bugis jean yip for a haircut.. but din hav the courage to cut too much.. afraid i'll look like a dumb girl.. lols.. so in the end wasted $$ to jux trim the ends and cut my fringe.. haix.. i looked the same, my hair dun look like its been cut at all.. besides my fringe, i asked the person to cut shorter and shorter cause he dun dared to cut too much.. hahaas.. den okay la, its shorter and looked fuller, im very satisfied with it =)

aft cutting my hair, went to buy mac's wasabi fillet-o-fish for aunt and myself.. went back to simlim to eat.. its not very hot, i mean the wasabi mayonnise.. but i like the shaker fries better..

i heard alot of complains from danny regarding him and his girlfriend.. sometimes i really think that love is really so tormenting.. i dun wan anymore love. at least i dun wan to love anymore guys. i just wan to love all my friends, my sistas. because they're worth it.

my JAY CHOU =)

today went to CD RAMA and kena "hacked" 被砍得很开心 =) went to the popular counter to help sutieng buy drawing block cause she need to do her project.. den saw the poster for JAY CHOU's new album.. lols, i knoe got people alr downloaded alot of the songs, but i insist to buy.. and so i went to the counter and pre-ordered his album.. den the cashier ask me: " you wan to order the normal box or steel box? normal box is $19.90 and steel box is $27.90.. " if u knoe me well enuff, u knoe which wan i'll choose =)

this photo on top is taken on 10th of oct.. which is Sunny's birthday.. den just now went to topshop and saw a dress i love!!! but it's too expensive.. i need to save money, but i'll consider carefully on whether to buy cause i really like it ..

sleepy.headed

ytd went to szehui's hse for a sleep-over.. main purpose for ytd's sleep-over was actually because we wanted to talk abt kit's troubles.. she has some probs troubling her for quite some time bah.. so ytd she talked abit abt those schools and work's probs lo.. though i knoe we may not be of much help aft listening to her but i guess lending a listening ear and giving out some stupid comments at times may help her to destress bah? LOL

昨晚也谈了我的事， 我只说： 其实看到他和新女朋友时， 是挺痛的。 我唯一希望的就是， 如果哪一天在路上或任何地方遇见的话， 他可以假装没看到我， 也可以假装不认识我。 因为每一次看见他， 都好痛。 就好像心上有一道黑黑的缺口， 只要一牵动到就痛得好想流眼泪。

today aft leaving szehui's hse in the morning, peiwen went home to rest 1st as she working 12pm and kit also went home to catch some slp as she also working in the aftnoon, like 3pm.. only me and szehui the 2 poorthings.. hav to go to work T.T so i think anyone with brains wil expect me dozing off in the aftnoon bah.. lols.. but nope! i didnt.. hahhaas..

because was having some talks abt HOT topics wit dewei, danny and vincent lai.. u dun wanna knoe the topics, trust me.. hees.. then.. we called for kfc delivery den aunt suddenly say wanna go do nails, so i also wanna go.. hees.. and grab tat chance to catch some slp too..

when walking back saw vincent lai runnig towards parco direction, it was alr 7.14pm.. den aunt called sunny to ask wher is vincent lai going? den he say vincent lai go for dinner break.. den aunt wanna scold him for going at such late hr cause by the time he go back to shop wil b ard 8pm den another half hr or so wil knock off le.. but in the end turns out to be he went to kfc to buy drumlets for me cause they heard me saying i wanna eat.. wah lau.. so 感动 cans?! thx la, ah lai.. at least at this point of time stil hav people do such things for me just because of one thing i said.. hahaas.. very innocent guy, only 20yrs old mah..

acceptance

i finally can accept this.. he has someone else alr.. though i thought he sent each sms truthfully last time.. looking back at those sms make me feel so stupid, so stupid to believe them, even if its just for a second..

looking at his girlfren, i realised he hav his own life to lead... and i hav mine to lead too.. i feel very sad ytd aft seeing them.. but there's a person that's always there for me and he did cheered me up ytd..

smiling at boy boys and girl girls..

cutie baby =)

today is a good day.. had fun with this cute little baby girl just now.. lols.. she's 933's youngest baby girl.. isnt she cute? hahaaas... the hairclip on her head is mine.. lols.. do i look like a ready-mummy? lols, hahaas... but im sure if im gonna hav my own daughter, she'll surely be even cuter than AN AN... oh ya, AN AN is the name of this cute baby =)

yesterday a china woman came to my shop to buy something, if i didnt rmb wrongly, its a mouse.. she is the fren of the china woman that my ex-bf had a thing for.. so she asked for a discount, not from mi, but from another guy in my shop(trying to seduce again).. den of course all salesman need to ask mi before they can giv any customer discount, and i hav the final say to how much to giv.. so when she saw mi, she dared not look into my eye, must be having a guilty concience... den i stil gave a discount la, stil need to act generous and very heck-care mah.. the discount i gave was : $0-90.... lols!!! am i very mean? the mouse was $17-90 den i charged her $17-00.. lols.. but hey, stil got cheaper than the actual price rite?!

hey people, am i wrong to do this to that china woman?! im sure its not wrong! they deserve this type of treatment! they definitely do!!!!!! all those china woman that seduce and snatch people's bf or husband are so bad!!!

i really wonder why our government stil allow china people to come to singapore to work despite all that they've done all these years.. STOP saying they're foreign talents!! do foreign talents work as prostitutes in geylang? do foreign talents make married men divorce then marry them in order to help them get a PR citizenship in singapore? do foreign talents come from a country that produce poison-milk to kill babies?!!

they go to this extreme just to make money!! even if they die a thousand times would not save them from this guilt!!!

im sorry for being so temperamental.. but all those babies are really so poorthing and they're so innocent.. they dun deserve to die T.T

delayed.

gonna update abt that day when we went to celebrate peiwen's birthday.. sry not much photos cause needa wait for peiwen and szehui to send mi the photos in their digicam... lols..

we meet at cineleisure for a movie, we watched PAINTED SKIN.. gonna talk abt this movie lata, damn nice!! okays, aft the movie we walked all the way to plaza singapura and had sushi for lunch.. halfway thru the eating, mi and szehui left with an excuse of mi going to toilet, and bought a cake at breadtalk.. the rain was pouring when we walked back to sakae.. and my shoes were like cannt make it back to the restaurant.. but we cannt go str back into our table cause needa hide the cake!! lols... so we waited for a waitress to come out den requested for her to help us keep the cake =)

we finished the lunch, and walked back to orchard.. went to wisma to check out some dress at forever21 den we continued somemore shopping all the way to fareast.. oh ya, the cake szehui and kit brought back to breadtalk to allow them to keep for us cause we were too full to eat the cake!! aft fareast, we went to hereen den walked back to ps and settled down at mac cafe to cut the cake..

btw, all this time, we were actu waiting for someone to come and celebrate with us.. but that someone didnt arrived at all and didnt even called to say so.. in the end szehui called to ask.. she's none other than eve.. aft cutting cake we were chatting abt all of us.. like when did we 1st became frens and our own experience in 1st love =P lols... and as usual, we couldnt talked enuff.. hahaas.. even when it alr 11 plus and hav to go home, we were like stil haven finish our last sentences.. lols..

OKAY!! shall talk abt that movie, PAINTED SKIN.. damn nice lo.. i was anticipating a battle-type movie between demons and humans.. but in the end i had a good time crying.. it was actually a very touching romance movie.. 它证明了一段婚姻除了信任还更需要经营。 VICKY ZHAO is a too generous wife.. how can u allow urself to share ur husband with someone else? though the husband is a very good man, from start to end, he did not betray his wife.. he is a very responsible husband.. 虽然他精神上有出轨，在梦里。 但是那是一只狐狸精在作怪， 才让他一直梦见他。 but the ending is a good one =) pls go and watch.. its really damn nice..

往事只能回味

人的一生中会遇见两种情人。
一个让你哭， 一个让你笑。

如果能先遇到让你哭的人，
才遇到让你笑的人，
那是最幸福的。
因为曾经痛哭过， 你知道，
人间的一笑， 可以弥补一切。

但是， 如果反过来，
先遇到让你笑的人，
就会觉得这样的爱情不够刻骨铭心。
等到你经历了另一个让你痛彻心扉的爱情时，
你又会怀念过去的欢笑已经成为往事。

如果可以，
但愿我是那个让你笑的人。

如果可以，
但愿你是两者之中比较幸福的那一种人。

pictures!!

these photos were taken when the 4 of us having fried chicken at city plaza..

look at that diamond ring, it's 3 CARAT!!! and guess how much is it =)

this is the mi recently, lols only acting cute la =)

and these pictures were taken on GUI YU's birthday..

Dun cry.

i think i looked happier.. i thought i've been thru the darkest time of my life, but i guess im stil at it..

when im with my frens, i feel like my life is stil the same.. not much changes and im enjoying their company.. but aft everyone went home, i went home, i'll cannt help thinking that im so lonely.. especially when im at home.. that's why i like going to my aunt's hse more than i like to go home.. cause when im at my aunt's hse, there's more people in the hse and i dun feel that kind of lonely feeling..

last nite, i was watching 家好月圆 with my ah ma.. den was crying like nobody's business and my ah ma fell asleep in the middle.. lols.. but at that time, im stil alrite.. it's aft finishing watching the dvd, my ah ma went to bed and i oso went to bed, i started to feel lonely.. i dun like this kind of feeling.. while lying on my bed trying to get some slp, i felt like crying.. and so i cried.. and im such a person that cannt stop if i start crying..

then crying made mi think of the past, i thought of him* again.. and i cried even harder..

this morning, i went to work by bus.. was listening to my phone's mp3, then all the sad sad songs made mi cry on the bus again.. especially when listening to this 2 songs, 祝君好 and TRUELY MADLY DEEPLY..

i think its a few days ago bah.. i had a dream, dunno if its a good one or bad one.. but i had a desire it would come true.. im so useless, how come i cannt even forget one man?



never make someone your everything,
cause if u lose him,
u've got nothing.

我们的纪念

我游荡在记忆深处

寻找残留下的温度

我在风吹乱头发的街上怀念着幸福

我在镜子面前无助

我在梦里慌乱追逐

我在只有我的深夜里醒来

感到孤独

5D4N JAPAN DELIGHT

today went to book air tickets!!! yipee!! guess wher im going? not penang, not taiwan.. im going to JAPAN!!! woots.. im going with my aunt and 2 younger cousins... and 3 other collegues.. we're going to TOKYO, 5 days 4nites.. this time we're going for a purpose.. cause there's a unique burberry blue label in JAPAN, and only in JAPAN... lols.. im so anticipating to buy some of that blu label clothings and bags this time.. also in the tour, we'll be going HELLO KITTY LAND, DISNEYLAND, MT FUJI, and some other parts of JAPAN...

gonna buy lotsa souvenior for my sistas and peeps.. just now went to NLB to borrow some novels.. suddenly hav the feeling to read some novels abt romance.. lols.. den just now while in bus, was reading that novel named CAUGHT IN THE ACT, den missed my bus stop.. lols.. den gotta walk quite a long way back..

tml gonna meet szehui and peiwen to shopping at paya lebar.. actually wanna go swimming de but got a slight prob so change to buy stuffs lo.. hahaas..

dwelling...

its not right to dwell on the past.. im really not the kind of woman his looking for.. im not the kind that can tolerate jealousy, cause i get jealous damn easily.. he's not the kind that can resist temptations, that's why he became an easy prey to china women..

im not the kind of woman that can forgive and forget.. its not that i bear grudges, but whenever i see him, i'll be constantly reminded of what happened between him and that china woman.. that's why i can never remain friends aft a break-up.. and i dun believe in salvaging to patch things up.. what's done cannt be undone, no matter how many times of apology made.. i can dun mind what happened before being together, but i cannt treat things the same way when it happened aft such long term relationship..

im not the kind of woman that can take betrayal.. what i look for is true love.. i dun deny that there is a possibility that he really did truely loved me before.. but even so, it was in the past.. cause he wouldnt betray someone that he loves deeply..

so pls dun go on and on abt love.. u have no idea what u're talking abt.. if u really stil have anymore feelings towards me, pls let me off.. ur constant sms are causing my emotions to fluctuate uncontrollably..

(all) man cannt resist temptations

today went to work very early (yawn)... cause aunt gonna run some errands very early in the morning so i hav to wake up in time to catch her ride to simlim.. it was early when i reached, so i went to snackbar to buy some breakfast before going up..

when i reached snackbar, the aunties saw me and they seemed happy.. like, the auntie that makes tea, asked me very casually: "诗莹，几杯茶，一杯还是两杯？" i was startled, i paused for a moment den replied: "一杯，谢谢.." actually it was quite long since i last went down to get some tea.. last time used to go down very often to buy tea, either with him or without.. den aft the break-up, didnt go down anymore.. i oso dunno why.. the auntie asked that qns mayb cause she knoes we were together but doesnt knoe abt our break-up.. memories suddenly filled my mind when i was waiting to pay for my tea..

i knew forgetting was tough, but the surroundings makes it tougher..

i shed big big drops of tears today.. sob sob.. nth la, lols.. cause was watching the 唐心风暴 之 家好月圆.. its really a very nice show lo.. every single episode touched my heart deeply.. its actually a TVB series that talks abt a big family.. the show is still being aired in HONG KONG, and we need to wait like few days for every 3 episodes to be released.. cause were renting from some video shop..

the story goes like, one man when he was younger, worked at a mooncake shop and fell in love with the boss's daughter.. den both of them went thru hardships and successfully managed the business together then got married and had 6 kids(one daughter was adopted).. but good times dun last.. soon aft their business went on tracks, a wicked women(divorced with a daughter) came by to worked at their shop and seduced the man.. she schemed and made the man to divorce his wife and split their 6 children into 2 groups, 1 grp was allowed to follow their mother, and the other was forced to follow their father together with their wicked stepmother..

the mother was very clever, she ordered her eldest son(then 15yrs old) to follow his father so that in future, wherever they may go, the eldest son can still keep in contact with their mother.. then now, when all the kids had alr grown up.. all were very filial and knows how to protect their mother from the stepmother's scheming plans.. though the man betrayed his wife and married another, the wife didnt blamed him, in fact, she even suffered humilations by the wicked mistress just because she wanted to protect her children that are living with the man and the wicked mistress..

i dunno how to continue la.. lols.. but that's roughly how the story goes.. so people, if u're a fan of TVB series and wanna know how this family dispute will end.. pls go rent or download or what-so-ever u may resort to, must watch!! i rate this show 9.9/10.. the o.1 goes to the slow release of the show, lols.. u know, everytime must wait few days before we can watch the exciting.. whatever la, go rent k? must watch k? gonna go watch the latest release now.. hahaas.. cya!!

SPLURGE

i really dunno what happened to me that made me bought all these stuffs and spent so much in a single week.. oh no.. hav to stop.. but how can i resist? all these were too tempting cause they were all duty-free!! means no tax, no GST... lols.. was at the airport and spent so damn much!!

singing!!

last nite went to TOPONE singing.. hahaas.. loved singing la, me..

actually the karaoke is to celebrate the COMEX show ended with profits!! me and stev is the 庄家 last nite.. lols.. we paid la!! haiyo.. i sang loads of songs la.. den when we all finished singing, wanna go home.. they all went home in taxi, den me and my aunt drove vincent lai home.. cause midnight alr and he is alone going towards ang mo kio.. so we sent him home lo..

my popo's birthday..

see my popo? very cute rite? these are the photos we took in the 1 single day i spent in PENANG.. and, the pair of earrings my popo is holding is from me!! pretty rite? hahaas..


this is my daddy and my mummy.. singing on the stage.. oh ya, this place is a restaurant we booked to celebrate popo's birthday.. and we hav a personal DJ to help us to play songs for us to sing.. lols..

okays, starting from the left, is my 2nd uncle then is my daddy, last on the right is my 4th uncle.. they are singing some hokkien song which i cannt understand.. lols.. btw, my daddy and 2nd uncle were alr drunk..


in this photo is my smallest uncle and my 3rd aunt.. this is the aunt whom im closest with.. see? she spent ard 3 hrs to pick this clothes.. hahaas..


ya, and that's me and my aunt singing on the stage.. i actually dun wanna sing de.. cause all the songs there were very very old.. the latest i can find is 潇洒走一回.. luckily, i know this song since im younger.. lols..

so, aft all that singing and everything.. we went home to slp.. then next day ard evening we went to take plane back to singapore.. lols..

while having the dinner at my popo's celebration, i received an sms from him*.. wonder if he really meant what he says, but i really dunno how to reply.. so i thought i'll think it over carefully then reply him when i get back to singapore.. but i think he is very anxious abt those decisions, so he rushed ne for a reply.. no choice, no time to think, so i anyhow reply lo.. i asked my aunt to help me so she told me how to reply.. actually what she taught me to reply is also what i really wanted.. haix.. its just to stay like how im now.. i hope i can be as carefree as now til forever.. dun wan anymore upsets, heartbreaks or happiness that dun even belong to me..

COMEX SHOW 2008

hey hey hey!! gonna update on those few days while was at COMEX SHOW 2008.. last wednesday went there to set up the whole place really wore me out lo.. den the next 4 days, my legs muscles very tight all the time.. haix... cause due to my stocks all kept below the counter, hav to squat up and down all the time.. but this time given the chance to manage this booth was a great experience.. actually my aunt wanted me to be in-charged this time is cause of last time she asked me abt what ambition i had.. so she say like this time is a good chance to see if im able to cope anot.. hahaas..

this time round, all those frens i hired were very supportive and helped me a great deal.. THANKS TO ALL!! other than experience, the other important thing that i gained aft this show is friends.. yupp.. made a few frens.. they were: shulk, don, erwin(that-prettyboy), larry, samuel, mark, bernard,nicholas and edric.. all of them were very hardworking lo.. keep helping me to serve those customers.. and we sold more than 400pcs of MAXTOR hdd..

though my PRESTIGIO hdd got stuck during the 1st 2 days, but ARIF helped me push the sales during the weekends andd we sold more than half!!! PEIWEN oso had her own skills.. lols.. she attracted alot of indian customers.. hahaas.. and i didnt knoe she can really serve and sell things so well.. all thanks to her passionate personalities.. szehui and vincent helped me to handle the stocks and invoices.. and the rest helped me to tackle potential customers..

there's this samuel, the big guy.. vincent they all call him big-size.. but he is not fat, he is just very muscle.. cause he studying the physical edu wit KIT.. and he previously worked as a mover, like those guys that help people to move furniture when they move house.. he looked so big and intimidating, but he actually very shy de lo.. lols.. can blush easily, and my aunt say he very hardworking, especially when he helped me to carry those heavy stocks..

then there's this imation guy, same age as us.. call himself that-prettyboy.. lols.. he's the one la, whom peiwen and vincent say look like L in DEATHNOTE.. and they say he look very 哈日.. hahaas.. den keep calling me dragonfly.. lamer.. haix.. he really dunno chewying in chinese is another organism not dragonfly.. lols.. and even guess grasshopper!! hahaas.. take ur time, pretty boy.. and smsed saying meet up some day, okays la! den shall see if he can figure out what is chewying.. lols..

okay la, had a fun weekend at suntec.. tml will b flying over to penang to celebrate my grandma's birthday.. come back then update again..

FUN DAY OUT!!

wanna update on ytd's outing.. ytd went out with SZEHUI, PEIWEN, ARIF, KHAIRUL, FARIS, FADHLI, RIZKI, WEILONG & FAUZI...

actually since last time, hav been asking arif to organise an outing for the class but to gather thw whole class is indeed not easy.. so last week we chatted online to go out but only we few, like SZEHUI, PEIWEN, ARIF, KHAIRUL & FARIS.. but then when we were eating at macdonalds, we decided to call whoever we can to ask them out.. den i called weiting, weilong and rizki.. but weiting cannt make it, only rizki and weilong promise to cme meet us.. peiwen and arif called fadhli then success lo.. so in the end is the 8 of us..

we went to find hamidah at her working place den saw that she was busy so we proceed to cathay cineleisure to catch a movie.. they decided on 4BIA.. its a thai horror movie.. i was reluctant, but there really isn't any nice movies ard.. so i screamed in the theatre and concluded that i only watched a 50cents movie due to covering my face for more than half the duration.. we were sitting 2 rows.. 5 at the back and 4 infront.. i was sitting between ARIF & SZEHUI, cause i dun dared to sit alone at the sides.. arif tried to scare mi and he succeeded :( and he even tried to pull down my hands, keep saying, "chewyeng, see this, not scary la.." lols.. so bad.. den the movie was quite orite la.. cause the horror parts were very tramautising and they didnt forget to include the funny parts.. lols.. and we took lots of photos!! love all those photos lo.. but as usual, its in SZEHUI's digital camera.. hav to wait for her to email to mi.. den post okay? lols.. we oso went to clark quay den chinatown.. then finally we went home.. its ard 11plus when we went home.. i think i took the last train to pasir ris bah.. i really very scared the whole time, keep thinking of the movie... cause they all going back yishun, same direction.. so i hav to take train alone.. den oso walked home alone..

breezy nights:)

these two nights really very cold~~ especially last nite, the weather was so breezy that i felt like slping as early as 10pm.. lols.. so i went to on the fan to the smallest(cause very cold) den tuck myself to bed.. i covered myself up with the quilt but stil feel very cold.. den in the end i cannt take it le, so went to wear a jacket.. lols...

UPDATES..

these are the photos from KIT'S birthdae..

TO LOVE..

this morning went to work on my own in train.. cause my aunt couldnt wake up, raining mah, nicest weather to slp in.. i oso hope i can slp in longer.. but no choice la, today is friday, one of the cashier's off day..

jux now went to take cab with aunt but the queue was too long and its not moving at all.. so in the end i decided to take train instead.. saving money, 1st step.. lols..

其实最大的遗憾不是发现自己犯错，

而是知道自己犯了错却不肯承认..




LOVE.
because u loved him for who he is
now til forever
NEVER LOVE.
because u loved him for the situation he is in

for he may not be in the same situation
now til forever

so do u intend to love him
only when he is rich
and leave him in the lurch
when he falls

or intend to love him
only when he is healthy
and leave him
when he is sick

or even intend to love him
only when he is young and suave
and leave him for another
when he grows old and ugly

that, is not LOVE.
LOVE, is when u will love him
no matter what happens
be it may he becomes broke
may he becomes striken with illness
may he becomes fat and ugly
u still love him
because beneath him
lies a heart that beats at the same rate as u
and loves u the way u are loving him.

that, is TRUE LOVE.
but it is not easily achieved
and not just anybody is worth it.

so, remember
never settle for someone who u THINK
is LIKELY to be good enough
but only settle for the BEST

never fear that u may not have the time
or chance to meet the best
because only the best
is worth ur lifetime commitment