Saturday, September 13, 2008

dwelling...

its not right to dwell on the past.. im really not the kind of woman his looking for.. im not the kind that can tolerate jealousy, cause i get jealous damn easily.. he's not the kind that can resist temptations, that's why he became an easy prey to china women..

im not the kind of woman that can forgive and forget.. its not that i bear grudges, but whenever i see him, i'll be constantly reminded of what happened between him and that china woman.. that's why i can never remain friends aft a break-up.. and i dun believe in salvaging to patch things up.. what's done cannt be undone, no matter how many times of apology made.. i can dun mind what happened before being together, but i cannt treat things the same way when it happened aft such long term relationship..

im not the kind of woman that can take betrayal.. what i look for is true love.. i dun deny that there is a possibility that he really did truely loved me before.. but even so, it was in the past.. cause he wouldnt betray someone that he loves deeply..

so pls dun go on and on abt love.. u have no idea what u're talking abt.. if u really stil have anymore feelings towards me, pls let me off.. ur constant sms are causing my emotions to fluctuate uncontrollably..

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