dizzy

i jux woke up... i dunno why these few days keep getting dizzy spells. especially this morning, i heard noises outside so i got up andd went to see. when i opened the door, i suddenly see blackness. den feel v dizzy. thought i will faint, but i held on to the door knob. den ard 5secs light finally came to view. haix.. mayb oways late slp so liddat bah. try to slp earlier from today onwards.

dunno why i feel so sad all of a sudden. i stil rmb wat i wished for during my 20th birthdae. but it did not come true. andd so, i only lasted one week deluding myself.

work

today oso went to work quite late. ard 12plus den go out..

today got 2 guys came to buy smth at my shop, they look like ah beng to mi la. cux got tatoo den piercings on face. but they v polite leh. one of them even repeated 'thank u v much' almost 3 times. lols.. so not all bengs are bad too..

jux now was chatting wit arif on msn. long time nv see him le. oso nv talked to him le. miss him lots la!! heard him say wil help to gather the rest of our classmates for an outing.. yipee!! miss alot of them la..


ok, so DEWEI commented on my blog rite.. andd say i hav swollen eyebags? lols.. thx la.. i know everyone cared.. andd hoyan, my crystal, oso chatted awhile on msn.. thx thx.. im fine le. i hav to be fine la. den wat? lols..

ktv

hmmm...

today went to work wit aunt. reach shop ard 12plus cuz went to ta bao lunch for colleagues. den when close shop went to ktv!!! at the bugis point there de TOPONE.

who was there: me, aunt, stev&gf, tony&gf, wylan&gf, sunny, vincent lai, vince andd dewei.

i sang only a few songs. den got sing 你最珍贵 andd 煎熬 wit vince. den aft 12am i go back wit my aunt. had a great time.

tml stil hav to work. so gonna slp early. early? lols. alr 1am plus le.

found this long-lost fren, knoe him ard 4 or 5 years ago bah.. but change hp no. le forget to re-contact him so lost his contact for these years. back then, im jux ard 15 or 16 yrs old only, andd he's jux 20 or 21 bah.. cuz he says he's stil in army camp when we knew each other back then. lols, liddat oso can?

bored

so sian today lo. at home the whole day. nth to do. play viwawa andd spider solitaire the whole aftnoon.

there's nth in the world like the devotion of a woman in love,
it is something no man knows anything about.

haha, this phrase comes out from mi. sounds profound? got the inspiration from another phrase by Oscar Wilder.

wil not miss him anymore.

last nite sch ends ard 10pm so rch hm alr 11plus le. den ate cake andd watch tv so nv had time to update lo.. thou din slp v well either.

saw stella when i rch sch den we went up to class together. den lessons was boring as usual. den break time we went downstairs to get something to eat. i bought a stick of sotong balls andd a stick of cheese tofu. forget wat we were talking abt but we like laughing alot lols. den i cannt finish the last cheese tofu cuz its abit too cheesy , so i ask them if anyone want. but all dun want, humpf. aft eating i went to buy honeydew juice while they wait for mi at the table. when i got back, they were laughing, andd they say is bcause of something waynette said. i keep asking but she dun wanna say it again. they say alan laugh til v exaggerated. den in the end, its bcause of a orange juice pronunciation. lame >.<

went back to class andd mr lim let us in on some tips for the exam. aft tat we took back our assignment B. we got B+ for it. we're not the best, but im stil satisfied la. btw, patricia invited us to her 21st birthdae celebration on the 12 of july. celebrating at a hotel leh... shiok, wonder how wil i b celebrating my 21st birthdae? anyway, class end andd we went to take the shuttle bus to train station. bus was fully packed, luckily stella andd i found a seat, but alan quite suay la, last seat was taken up by mi, lols. so he had to stand.

we went up to take train, stella, patricia, gloria andd waynette taking the same train while mi andd alan taking the other train. their train arrived 1st, but only gloria andd waynette got up that train, cuz stella and patricia nv reach up there in time. den lata mi andd alan went the other train lo. den got place so we sit down lo. saw a guy taking up 2 seats cuz he got ard 5 laggauge, lols.. den alan got off at outram andd i continued to simei.

now im waiting for my aunt to get ready den we going out for lunch. aft that i'll b back again to surf net. mayb nite den update again.

thx

thx Ailing. for ur msg...

i knoe wat i shuld do now. no matter wat, i stil wish he can find happiness. andd u too. u can find happiness too. its actually how we look at it. 8 yrs is too long. time to let go.

okays, today is my last lesson for my last module le!!! yipee! aft this, go take the exam den can finally graduate le. haha, tonite wil be going to my aunt's place. wonder if i shuld bring my lappy? if not tml wil be so bored to be alone at home the whole day. ah girl and ah tieng hav sch den i'll be facing the maid dunno wat to say. lols. k la, shall go pack my bag 1st, den see if i bringing my lappy so tat i can update again tonite.

no more love for mi. am not ready for it. how much does it cost for a brainwash?